Ep.1 - Reframe your mindset
Too much stress erodes your self-confidence. This podcast includes simple exercises that can recharge your self-esteem whenever you need a boost.
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From a very young age I grew up in a christian family, but never really had an understanding of who Jesus was. Most of my life I was a backslider and pretty much lived a double life by playing video games 24/7 and going to church every Sunday. Much of my backstory was pretty rough as I didn’t have a stable environment so much of my developmental stage took some time for me to think of conducting myself in a different way. It even got to the point that I developed a sense of anger/dissatisfaction from god by playing the victim card for how I was brought in childhood trauma.
Lesson to be acknowledged: My Way was NOT the Best Way ( Avoid facing accountability made things worst)
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Growing in maturity through the body of christ
Be clear, be confident and don’t overthink it. The beauty of your story is that it’s going to continue to evolve and your site can evolve with it.
On my part, I was compromising my values to go ahead and do what she wanted to do which I didn't have the courage to put my foot down but I had enough respect to dismiss it altogether. So fast forward about a couple months afterwards I finally got to meet her parent's back at our home state, the whole dinner went pretty coherent and cordial by seeing them right until then it became to hint since she told me her parents were strict that she would ultimately seem to confer to me that she was wanting to go astray from her parents since she had a yearning to explore so much more about life and to work things out for herself. It signaled the rebellion she had towards them since she was over-protected for much of her life, from my experience we didn't live by the same set of rules so there was always this hit or miss and could never hit the objectives about what we want for both of our lives. It then occurred that I was ultimately trading my time and attention to be with her which held the belief that "she needed to pursue x, y, and z. "I was more of the adamant type that ultimately it was going to fall on me if I don't worry about securing a good paying job in the long-run but her mind was set on things for the short-term. She later confessed that she was bi-sexual(to choose other options), to which of my defense I didn't agree with that in a relationship for the sake of my own biblical values. She then started accusing me of being homophobic for not agreeing with that way of living, which then led to a huge argument by then I was thinking that it might be a good idea to leave the relationship which eventually happened through a mutual agreement
